It's almost never a good thing when I start talking about my life, is it?

I haven't really had the inspiration to write much over the past few days...I'm hoping I'll start again very soon. I've also been wanting to draw again, but it's the same thing...I just haven't felt much like doing either of them.

I can hear the fireworks outside right now, but I don't feel like watching them...I live close to where my town shoots them off every year, so I can see them from my house. It's not a great view since there are trees in the way, but it's better than nothing. At least, it would be if I wanted to bother watching them...
I don't know...I guess I just don't feel so great...
Physically, I'm fine. Or at least almost fine; I'm recovering from the surgery really well. I even had a couple of stitches come out (they're supposed to), and I can eat normal food again.
But I'm feeling a little down at the moment...I know exactly what I need, and I'm sure some of you can guess what it is...a few things have been bothering me, but mostly it's one thing in particular that I've been thinking about...
Anyway, I'll be fine. I'll probably feel better tomorrow anyway...

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The rays of the sun,
Shine forth through the clouds,
And light my darkened soul.
My heart fills with joy,
For just a brief moment,
Before thunder begins to roll.
As the sky turns dark,
And the rains come down,
Sometimes my hope turns to fear,
But soon it is over,
Like I should have known;
You'd never abandon me here.